Last night at work I was moving a table and then my back started spasm. i didn’t think much of it because I have a had a bit of a sore back for a while now. I Continued to clear tables until I bent over to pick something up, now it was real. It was like a sharp pain to all my movements, connecting to my legs standing up was difficult, anythign was difficult actually. I crawled my way back into the disabled toilet (yes funny that) where I sat down and ask one of my chef friends to help me. My boss sent me home as I was no longer useful for the night.

The night sleeping was uncomfortable I kept wanting to move but I couldn’t, it just hurt too much. I hope it is nothing serious because I’m not ready for anything dramatic. I’m only 21 and stil have a full life ahead of me. And also I have a restaurant to run until I fly over ti live in the states. I’m almost there.

Queens Birthday Long Weekend

A long weekend it has been and there is still a day left of it. I feel so tired and overworked to the point of where I’m emotional about it now that i’m sitting in my bed blogging. We extended trading hours for the weekend and its tiring me down. Like today how i started at 8 in the morning and just got home at 1am. I barely had a break more than 5 minutes, no time to eat as it was constantly busy. I don’t want to seem like a complainer but I’m just in need of a rant. I want to cry but i can’t cry, im sad but than I’m not. I’m in a strange feeling of strange.